The delirium must get cured, and His grace will surely descend on you :
Devotee: But I do not find delight in His 'name'. The Master: Then pray with a yearning heart that He may teach you to relish His 'name'. Undoubtedly He will grant your prayer ... "I find no delight in Thy 'name' ! "If a delirious patient loses all taste for food, you must despair of his life. But if he relishes food even slightly, you may hope for his recovery. So I say, "Find joy in His 'name'." Durga, Krishna, Siva―any name will do. And if you daily feel a greater attraction for taking His 'name' and a greater joy in it, you need fear no more. The delirium must get cured, and His grace will surely descend on you. Sayings of Sri Ramakrishna,